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Teddy ([info]theodore_lupin) wrote,
@ 2009-07-05 04:48:00

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Now you feel real all alone
It makes sense that the disappearances don't happen with a loud rumble. There are no funerals here. No graveyards. No sense of death.

There's no markers or places to go to remember those gone.

I went to see if I could find them. The places where Scorpius and Victoire those I've loved had monuments made for them. There was a daycare over it. A place of youth and beginnings where prior only age and ending had stood.

It's ironic. Yet I found myself standing there, watching the young faces of those born here, laughing and running and playing. I stood there, without the injuries that made my knee ache. Without wrinkles. Without age, it seemed. It felt right.

I've always hated funerals. My life revolves around those who are injured and dying, and I cannot bare the final outcome. Perhaps because I learned so long ago that after that heart beat fades, and after the potions and shocks and healers fail...there is nothing left. It is pointless. Graveyards, funerals; all of it is for those left behind. There is no respect for the dead because the dead don't care.

Somehow it was a relief to see no graveyard.

I think they both would have found it more appropriate to have a daycare than a burial plot in their memory.

On another note, interviews are going terribly. I was remiss in my expectations of finding people more competent here than in the world before. Apparently the transition did nothing to open the intellect of the buffoons who come through, and was obviously not based on IQ. I'm surprised most of them knew how to tie their own shoes.

Fantastic.


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[info]tracecontrol
2009-07-05 12:40 pm UTC (link)
What are the interviews for?

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[info]theodore_lupin
2009-07-05 12:44 pm UTC (link)
Our last class of residents just graduated, and it's time to take on more. Also trying to fill in positions for a few open positions for full time Healers and staff.

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[info]tracecontrol
2009-07-05 12:46 pm UTC (link)
Oh. If they are as stupid as you say then how did they manage to get far enough to have an interview in the first place?

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[info]theodore_lupin
2009-07-05 12:55 pm UTC (link)
God only knows.
But there's a difference between smart on paper, and smart in actions.
Whereas someone may be bad at exams, they could be brilliant in an actual emergency situation. On the flip side, someone who scores perfects could also freeze up when someone code's and have no idea what to do.

I've got a lot of people with great scores applying, but none of them actually have what it takes to work here when it comes to guts and quick decisions.

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[info]tracecontrol
2009-07-05 12:57 pm UTC (link)
It's too bad none of the classes they take teach them the more practical things. So are those who interviewed still able to get jobs somewhere or was their whole education pointless?

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[info]theodore_lupin
2009-07-05 01:05 pm UTC (link)
I'm sure they can get jobs. There's plenty of clinics, and plenty of practical learning facilities which would be happy to take them in.

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[info]reve_dore
2009-07-05 12:42 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad there aren't graveyards here. On the one hand, it might be comforting to see the grave of a loved one who isn't here, but on the other, if it was your own grave...I think it could be a bit traumatic.

Though I wonder if you're being a bit too hard on those you're interviewing. I go to school with some of them, and they're not all idiots, Teddy.

[Teddy]
You sound upset, are you alright?

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[info]theodore_lupin
2009-07-05 12:51 pm UTC (link)
I don't approve of graveyards at all. Or the process of funerals. I've been to too many of them in my time. But perhaps I've taken too much of a scientific stance toward it.

This isn't a classroom, Vicky. If they botch up on the initial interview when asked how to properly make an incision on a patient with an infected Ashwinder bite, they don't belong in a clinic. It's possibly the easiest damn question there is and I know for a fact that it's part of the exams.

There are four. Four out of fifteen so far who have answered it right.

Three of which aren't doing too well on their exams.

We have perhaps two people I've interviewed that will make it in. I'm not letting some halfcocked bratling who thinks god cried in glee the day they were made walk into my clinic. I don't tolerate ego, I don't tolerate back-talking, and I don't tolerate idiots. This isn't a job where mistakes are OK. People can and will die.

[Vicky]
Fine.
Someone very close to me disappeared. This happened in life, but at least I know what happened to him this time.

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[info]reve_dore
2009-07-05 01:15 pm UTC (link)
I imagine that was rather difficult for you.

[Teddy]
I don't know if you noticed, but you're a bit intimidating. It probably frightens some of them.

I'm very sorry to hear that, Teddy. Is there anything I can do for you?

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[info]ex_ignatius325
2009-07-05 01:01 pm UTC (link)
I know that this is a very serious post, but imagining a bunch of medical students running about with velcro shoes, or else tripping over their laces, is really rather funny.

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[info]theodore_lupin
2009-07-05 01:06 pm UTC (link)
Not as funny as you'd think.
[Private to Percy]
Scorpius is gone.
I don't know whether to drink myself into a stupor or throw myself back into my work.

I've chosen the latter.

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Teddy / Percy.
[info]ex_ignatius325
2009-07-05 01:10 pm UTC (link)
Oh, love, I'm so sorry to hear that. Please don't work yourself into exhaustion again-- you know I'll harass Gellert until he brings Scorpius back. Hopefully it'll only take a few days.

Do you need anything from me?

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[info]dontbedeceived
2009-07-05 11:40 pm UTC (link)
The higher the expectation the more bitter the disappointment.

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